So.....

Its 1am i'm up working as usual on a saturday night.....talking to my two fav people out in WA state who sorta triggered me to join this.

How is it that I have such a boring life at age 27? Seriously. When I lived on long island my life had meaning, it was fun, didn't party that much, but how did i end up like this lol. Ughhh whatever.
I was talking to my dad the other day about how i miss long island and how i want to move back and how things have changed in the last 4 years. When i moved to seattle in 05, i had no responsiblities and only had myself to take care of. Now i'm stuck taking care of my disabled retired mother and my younger brother. She only gets a certain amount of $$ every month and is going back to work hopefully next year. My brother well.....has gotten into some trouble since we've been down here and we are fixing that. He works and pays his bills, but he can't live on his own either. WHY ME???

I guess i can say my life isn't what i wanted it to be right around now. I'm going to be 28 next month, no kids, hubby or boyfriend to speak of, but my career has been great. Running my company and having it be successful is something I've always wanted, so guess i can't have everything right??